I ignored that loss, never grieved someone whose existence I never acknowledged.
Tag: Recovery
When bone becomes locks and latches— an unbecoming
“You have an open door, but don’t let people in”
Each of My Eating Disorders is a Ghost Story
We don’t expect ghost stories to make sense. Neither do eating disorders. That’s not the point of either thing.
I’m done screwing myself over
I stopped screwing myself over when I chose my worth over my wants.
Weight Gain
I’ve gained weight, and it’s complicated.
We’re Here to Build Each Other Up
Wouldn’t it be nice to be the reason someone else grew tall?
I Feel Guilty About Loving My Body
I should be proud to love my body, but I’m not 100% there.
Authentic or Unsafe
“We want to see your authenticity.” “But I am being authentic!” I respond– blood pressure rising, defenses firing. In this moment, I don’t know what more to give. My eyes … Continue reading Authentic or Unsafe
Thank you, Dr. Blasey-Ford
Eyes transfixed on my phone, I cannot look away. I see your navy blue blazer, eyes shut and directed toward heaven. I do not know what frenzies circle your mind, … Continue reading Thank you, Dr. Blasey-Ford
Better
I wanna get better– not just seem better.
